Angst and Hope

Tomorrow I learn my fate within Administrative Systems.

Tonight I work late on a project for that department because of insane deadline set by those that will lay me off. People tell me to blow it off and go home, but I can't, because ultimately I won't let the deadline be missed because I slacked off.

Next week I have interviews with three different organizations, both on and off campus. Hopefully one of them will see the value in this flower, too long starved of water, getting a little withered around the edges, but ready to bloom with just the slightest amount of sustenance.